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hales862 (12:23:59 PM): what have you been up to today?
so called lauren (12:24:25 PM): i got up at 12 and ate a donut

^^^isnt she great?

lauren did something really nice for me today : ) it made me happy. lol

i cleaned out/slightly reorganized my room today. that was pleasant.

im tired of being here in Katy. I want to take all my friends and move them with me to Lubbock. That would be glorious. Lauren's on board...what about the rest of yall? lol

Anyways, i just feel like when i'm here i get stuck being the same old girl i used to be. I worked really hard to change stuff and get on the right path to becoming the woman i want to be in the future while i was in LBK and now i feel like ive just been picked up from how far i had come and plopped back down where i started. The thing is i know this and i am aware of it but im notgoing to/cant change it. I wanna go back to where i'm happy again. it's only june....

my birthday is in less than one week : ) Dont forget to tell me how much you love me on that day!! (the 12th)

complicated.

i think i want to forget this whole thing even happened.

so im home now. i dont have a need to be a super updater on this thing...mostly anyone who reads this is with me everyday or i talk to you on the tele...

summer school is hard, but not like you would think. As far as tests,quizzes, papers, etc. it is easy... maybe too easy? but its hard to sit for 3 hours and listen to someone talk about history (or any other topic of noninterest) and its hard to spend the whole middle of your day at school when everyone else you know is lounging, playing with kids,chillin with their grandma, etc. Its also hard when every single night you have to make time to write out vocab words, study for a test, write a paper, or read a stupid boring novel.

I know it seems like im complaining a lot, but im satisfied with it for the most part.(...i even use it in conversations outside of school...yeah im a nerd.) It could be WAY worse. Im glad that i have lauren with me bc she knows where everything is and how stuff works at funky ol cyfair, and besides misery loves company right? haha. I thoroughly enjoy the time we get to spend with each other every day driving to/from school and sitting in class.

and so...thats how i feel about that.Have a great days my lovelies!!